))Carolus Magnus - author - thepword
 

carolus magnus

member of the map community 

writing from feb 2025 - present


 
 

I'm a male MAP who struggled with severe depression and anxiety as a teen. I developed maladaptive sexual behaviors, particularly surrounding the use of porn, to cope. Through education, therapy for my depression and anxiety, and general growing up, I had an awakening of conscience in adulthood that led me to finally pursue therapy for my attraction and issues stemming from it. I have finally achieved a degree of peace and am glad to say that I am free of the problematic behaviors that used to make me feel irredeemable.

 
 
 
 
 

I'm a male MAP who struggled with severe depression and anxiety as a teen. I developed maladaptive sexual behaviors, particularly surrounding the use of porn, to cope. Through education, therapy for my depression and anxiety, and general growing up, I had an awakening of conscience in adulthood that led me to finally pursue therapy for my attraction and issues stemming from it. I have finally achieved a degree of peace and am glad to say that I am free of the problematic behaviors that used to make me feel irredeemable.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

the p word is a collection of 297 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.

 


 

the p word is a collection of 297 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.