I am a young, white, adult non-exclusive minor attracted person from Columbia, who likes to read, acquire knowledge and learn languages. I was sexually exploited and abused by older men from the age of 11 until 17. I decided to tell my story via the p word because there are thoughts and experiences I would like my fellow MAPs to know and understand. I hope that sharing my story will be helpful to MAPs in a similar situation.

I am a young, white, adult non-exclusive minor attracted person from Columbia, who likes to read, acquire knowledge and learn languages. I was sexually exploited and abused by older men from the age of 11 until 17. I decided to tell my story via the p word because there are thoughts and experiences I would like my fellow MAPs to know and understand. I hope that sharing my story will be helpful to MAPs in a similar situation.

20 May 2025

not a question of guilt
iceground

At 11, I left the countryside for a big city in Columbia. One day, a 20 year old man gained my trust after a long time talking. He had a network of child exploitation and I fell into it.

At 11, I left the countryside for a big city in Columbia. One day, a 20 year old man gained my trust after a long time talking. He had a network of child exploitation and I fell into it.

the p word is a collection of 324 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.

the p word is a collection of 324 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.