pedophiles who don't excuse child sexual abuse

i'm a pedophile, but not a monster

the non-offending pedophile

the p word

1 Jan 2025 - What is this website? A place where you can hear a voice that is rarely allowed to speak. But people who love free speech do not love ours.

todd nickerson

21 Sep 2015 - I'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen?

ender

5 Oct 2015 - Too many people still refuse to acknowledge the difference between pedophile and child molester. They judge people for feelings they didn't choose.

1 Jan 2025 - What is this website? A place where you can hear a voice that is rarely allowed to speak. But people who love free speech do not love ours.

21 Sep 2015 - I'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen?

5 Oct 2015 - Too many people still refuse to acknowledge the difference between pedophile and child molester. They judge people for feelings they didn't choose.

caught between two stigmas

i didn't figure out i was a pedophile until my 50s

two pedophiles; one moral binary; no dogs

markus

18 Mar 2025 - I was sexually abused as a child. I am also sexually attracted to children. I wanted support for abuse survivors but was turned down. So where do people like me go?

ethan edwards

11 Mar 2025 - Looking back, it was there from puberty, but I was interpreting it as the fondness many adults feel for children.

bly rede

4 Mar 2025 - I'd give a lot for a crime-free thriller instead, but No Dogs Allowed tells a lot of truth about a young pedophile's life

18 Mar 2025 - I was sexually abused as a child. I am also sexually attracted to children. I wanted support for abuse survivors but was turned down. So where do people like me go?

11 Mar 2025 - Looking back, it was there from puberty, but I was interpreting it as the fondness many adults feel for children.

4 Mar 2025 - I'd give a lot for a crime-free thriller instead, but No Dogs Allowed tells a lot of truth about a young pedophile's life

a strange and terrible unicorn

comfortably numb

a normal teenager... just a pedophile

emma artless

1 Jan 2018 - The musings of a non-offending, female pedophile

ender

21 Jun 2016 - a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

leonard johnston

22 Mar 2020 - For some teenagers, their sexuality brings loneliness. They're not sure who they can talk to. I couldn't talk to anyone.

1 Jan 2018 - The musings of a non-offending, female pedophile

21 Jun 2016 - a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

22 Mar 2020 - For some teenagers, their sexuality brings loneliness. They're not sure who they can talk to. I couldn't talk to anyone.

and on that day, i knew what i was

an asexual map

the first time i didn't view child pornography

brett daywalker

2 Oct 2018 - The second that explanation finished leaving her mouth, I knew it. I knew that's what I was and what I was becoming. Now I had word for it.

ro west

11 Sep 2018 - It took me a while to realize that my attraction was strongly aesthetic and potentially romantic, but not actually sexual.

bly rede

16 Jan 2018 - Child sexual abuse material, known legally as child pornography, is a blight on children's lives. But what if you're the kind of person it's aimed at?

2 Oct 2018 - The second that explanation finished leaving her mouth, I knew it. I knew that's what I was and what I was becoming. Now I had word for it.

11 Sep 2018 - It took me a while to realize that my attraction was strongly aesthetic and potentially romantic, but not actually sexual.

16 Jan 2018 - Child sexual abuse material, known legally as child pornography, is a blight on children's lives. But what if you're the kind of person it's aimed at?

she was, like, no

married to a map

turned into the best thing

beth

23 Apr 2018 - I've been through a lot of therapists, but the first one... I said "I'm attracted to children... are you still comfortable working with me?" And she just kind of stared at me and she was like "No."

bruce and gina

11 Sep 2018 - As soon as she couldn't handle it, I was like, no, I'm done. Uh, this won't work, nice try, I'm gonna pull out, and I left.

global prevention project

17 Jul 2019 - Sara, partner of a MAP, interviewed about the process of finding out and adjusting.

23 Apr 2018 - I've been through a lot of therapists, but the first one... I said "I'm attracted to children... are you still comfortable working with me?" And she just kind of stared at me and she was like "No."

11 Sep 2018 - As soon as she couldn't handle it, I was like, no, I'm done. Uh, this won't work, nice try, I'm gonna pull out, and I left.

17 Jul 2019 - Sara, partner of a MAP, interviewed about the process of finding out and adjusting.