the summer is at its full weight / i stand in the air-conditioned kitchen looking out from the window (why / is it that so much happens at kitchen windows?)

the summer is at its full weight
i stand in the air-conditioned kitchen looking out from the window (why
is it that so much happens at kitchen windows?)

they must be the crossroads of
what is happening inside & outside ourselves
a smashed pane of glass away from being someone else entirely

thunder ripples the field outside
the sun ripens in the sky a
decaying peach burst across the clouds

somewhere in the tall grass
a clutch of tick eggs starts to hatch

About the author: I am a gay man, a father, a writer, and a friend to many. I have been active in the anti-contact MAP community since 2022. I have served as a moderator on both VirPed and MSC, was active on reddit until my account was banned, have appeared on podcasts, networks with clinicians, and do countless other things that I find it difficult to keep track of. I hope that my contributions help pave the way for a brighter future for the coming generation.

the p word is a collection of 321 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

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poem: coming out day

poem: baptism with sexual autocannibalism

growing up a pedophile

brandon goletzski

i want to take my clothes off in front of you / then my skin too / toss it aside rumpled & empty

brandon goletzski

i had a dream / of a man from years ago / alone after jerking off. his head

ender

Pedophiles go through the same developmental processes as anyone else, and are aware of what they're attracted to by the same age your average heterosexual.

i want to take my clothes off in front of you / then my skin too / toss it aside rumpled & empty

i had a dream / of a man from years ago / alone after jerking off. his head

Pedophiles go through the same developmental processes as anyone else, and are aware of what they're attracted to by the same age your average heterosexual.