poem: coming out day

poem: coming out day

1 January 2025    
from newpwords

brandon goletzski 

 

i want to take my clothes off in front of you / then my skin too / toss it aside rumpled & empty

 

i want to take my clothes off in front of you
then my skin too
toss it aside rumpled & empty
i want to lay what i reveal in front of you
& have you love it
because it's me
& you find a way to love me

you told me to worry about people like me
so i worried about myself
you told me to fear people like me
so i feared what i might become
you told me to hate people like me
so i cut myself in half like a pig on the killing floor

i dug my hands in ripping nerve & tissue looking for that one piece my tearing fingers could extirpate that would make me whole

i found it
& it was not what you wanted it to be
it was everything you told me

here i am
every child i've ever been is layered around me like snake skins i never shed
help me take them off like you're touching my cheek for the first time
tell me you aren't going anywhere
tell me i'm okay
tell me you love me even more now
with no buttons, no zipper to secure myself back inside
i'll never wear myself the same with you

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

teen-teen attraction as opportunistic

 

the (not) reasons i'm anti-contact

 

is it ok for pedophiles to fantasize?

   

ethan edwards

Suppose we start with the assumption that a person's fundamental sexual attraction is unchanging.

 

brett daywalker

Instead of talking about what my reasons for being anti-contact are, I want to go into what my reasons for being anti contact aren't.

 

ethan edwards

A pedophile who has never offended against a child and doesn't foresee a problem with offending ought to feel free to fantasize.

 
 
 
teen-teen attraction as opportunistic
ethan edwards

Suppose we start with the assumption that a person's fundamental sexual attraction is unchanging.

 
 
 
the (not) reasons i'm anti-contact
brett daywalker

Instead of talking about what my reasons for being anti-contact are, I want to go into what my reasons for being anti contact aren't.

 
 
 
is it ok for pedophiles to fantasize?
ethan edwards

A pedophile who has never offended against a child and doesn't foresee a problem with offending ought to feel free to fantasize.