I am a male MAP in my mid 20s, from the UK and exclusively attracted to boys aged 5-12. I joined VirPed in November 2018 and was part of the mod team from April 2020 to January 2024.

I am a male MAP in my mid 20s, from the UK and exclusively attracted to boys aged 5-12. I joined VirPed in November 2018 and was part of the mod team from April 2020 to January 2024.

1 September 2021

sex-repulsed, but attracted to children
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I sat with my mum. I asked if she loved me, no matter what. She said of course. I told her that what I was about to say could change that.

24 September 2020

becoming comfortable with my attractions
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A MAP's Journey from Anguish to Acceptance

I sat with my mum. I asked if she loved me, no matter what. She said of course. I told her that what I was about to say could change that.

A MAP's Journey from Anguish to Acceptance

2 May 2025

nitro in person
py

He dropped me off at the airport one last time, and he hugged me again. He wasn't crying this time. Instead, he mentioned that it may not be the last time he'd see me. But it was.

28 January 2025

review: no dogs allowed
py

A new film portrays the life of a teenager who discovers he is sexually attracted to children and how he tries to cope.

1 September 2021

sex-repulsed, but attracted to children
py

I sat with my mum. I asked if she loved me, no matter what. She said of course. I told her that what I was about to say could change that.

24 September 2020

becoming comfortable with my attractions
py

A MAP's Journey from Anguish to Acceptance

He dropped me off at the airport one last time, and he hugged me again. He wasn't crying this time. Instead, he mentioned that it may not be the last time he'd see me. But it was.

A new film portrays the life of a teenager who discovers he is sexually attracted to children and how he tries to cope.

I sat with my mum. I asked if she loved me, no matter what. She said of course. I told her that what I was about to say could change that.

A MAP's Journey from Anguish to Acceptance

the p word is a collection of 307 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.

the p word is a collection of 307 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.