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| |  | | 26 December 2024
review: manticore
rakkaus keksit Disgraced director's film brings an elevated aesthetic to a contemporary tragedy of dark desires, but does it get the situation right? |
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| |  | | 23 December 2024
review: no dogs allowed
py A new film portrays the life of a teenager who discovers he is sexually attracted to children and how he tries to cope. |
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| |  | | 14 November 2024
a note on the costs of self-hatred
leonard johnston Empathy is important, especially for those who are most hated - including by me. |
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| |  | | 11 April 2023
fantasies of adult-child sex disgust even the sex-positive public
ethan edwards What are the limits pedophiles should self-impose on their sexual fantasies? |
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| |  | | 18 January 2022
the chasm between celibate pedophiles and acceptance
ethan edwards This may be a bleak picture, but we need to understand the reality gap we face. |
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| | | | 26 November 2021
let's talk about disgust
leonard johnston Should we be disgusted by artificial CP or other ways pedophiles like me find sexual satisfaction? |
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| |  | | 9 September 2021
reviews: safe from harm and let's talk: child sexual abuse
bly rede A BBC radio drama and an online documentary from Channel 4 both open up the topic of non-offending pedophilia |
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| |  | | 26 July 2020
review: dream children
ethan edwards This book by A.N. Wilson has an "old" style that is rare in the modern novels I read — an intricate use of language. I had to slow down to read it, and I can find a certain pleasure in the style. As for deeper connections, I'm the sort of guy who got Bs and Cs in literature courses, and leave it to... |
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| | | | 18 July 2020
review: my dark vanessa
ethan edwards The defining event of this book is an affair that the protagonist Vanessa enters into with her 42-year-old English teacher (Mr. Strane) when she is 15 years old. The rest of the book describes how this plays out in her life in a destructive way. He kills himself near the end of the book, when she is... |
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| |  | | 12 September 2018
coming out to a world that hates pedophiles
gary gibson Earlier this year I did an interview for an article in The Sun, not realizing the impact it would have on our lives. |
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| |  | | 15 January 2018
a moment in the sun
ender wiggin We’re out there in the open, we’re identifying openly as pedophiles, as people who are attracted to children through no choice of ours, and you know we’re there to raise awareness and education. |
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| |  | | 1 September 2016
jacob wetterling's killer danny heinrich, and 14 year old me
brett daywalker I’ll never forget when I first learned of the Wetterling abduction. I was 14 years old at the time and was sitting in the Atlanta airport. |
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| |  | | 9 October 2015
of monsters and mirrors
ender wiggin Part of what inspired me, was this deep desire that before I died, I would make some mirrors so that kids like me might see themselves reflected back. |
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| |  | | 30 September 2015
i'm a pedophile, you're the monsters: my week inside the vile right-wing hate machine
todd nickerson My pedophilia essay outraged the right. My attempt to humanize a real problem brought out their nastiest rage |
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| |  | | 21 September 2015
i'm a pedophile, but not a monster
todd nickerson I'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen? |
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| |  | | 26 July 2014
how many 'pedophiles' are th— wait, why do you ask?
ethan edwards Everyone wants to know how many pedophiles there are. Nobody really does. |
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| | | | 13 July 2014
the terminology mess
ethan edwards There are unfortunate consequences to thinking of sexual interest in underage teens as the same thing as interest in prepubescents. |
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26 December 2024
review: manticore
rakkaus keksitDisgraced director's film brings an elevated aesthetic to a contemporary tragedy of dark desires, but does it get the situation right? |
|
23 December 2024
review: no dogs allowed
pyA new film portrays the life of a teenager who discovers he is sexually attracted to children and how he tries to cope. |
|
14 November 2024
a note on the costs of self-hatred
leonard johnstonEmpathy is important, especially for those who are most hated - including by me. |
|
11 April 2023
fantasies of adult-child sex disgust even the sex-positive public
ethan edwardsWhat are the limits pedophiles should self-impose on their sexual fantasies? |
|
18 January 2022
the chasm between celibate pedophiles and acceptance
ethan edwardsThis may be a bleak picture, but we need to understand the reality gap we face. |
|
26 November 2021
let's talk about disgust
leonard johnstonShould we be disgusted by artificial CP or other ways pedophiles like me find sexual satisfaction? |
|
9 September 2021
reviews: safe from harm and let's talk: child sexual abuse
bly redeA BBC radio drama and an online documentary from Channel 4 both open up the topic of non-offending pedophilia |
|
26 July 2020
review: dream children
ethan edwardsThis book by A.N. Wilson has an "old" style that is rare in the modern novels I read — an intricate use of language. I had to slow down to read it, and I can find a certain pleasure in the style. As for deeper connections, I'm the sort of guy who got Bs and Cs in literature courses, and leave it to... |
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18 July 2020
review: my dark vanessa
ethan edwardsThe defining event of this book is an affair that the protagonist Vanessa enters into with her 42-year-old English teacher (Mr. Strane) when she is 15 years old. The rest of the book describes how this plays out in her life in a destructive way. He kills himself near the end of the book, when she is... |
|
12 September 2018
coming out to a world that hates pedophiles
gary gibsonEarlier this year I did an interview for an article in The Sun, not realizing the impact it would have on our lives. |
|
15 January 2018
a moment in the sun
ender wigginWe’re out there in the open, we’re identifying openly as pedophiles, as people who are attracted to children through no choice of ours, and you know we’re there to raise awareness and education. |
|
1 September 2016
jacob wetterling's killer danny heinrich, and 14 year old me
brett daywalkerI’ll never forget when I first learned of the Wetterling abduction. I was 14 years old at the time and was sitting in the Atlanta airport. |
|
9 October 2015
of monsters and mirrors
ender wigginPart of what inspired me, was this deep desire that before I died, I would make some mirrors so that kids like me might see themselves reflected back. |
|
30 September 2015
i'm a pedophile, you're the monsters: my week inside the vile right-wing hate machine
todd nickersonMy pedophilia essay outraged the right. My attempt to humanize a real problem brought out their nastiest rage |
|
21 September 2015
i'm a pedophile, but not a monster
todd nickersonI'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen? |
|
26 July 2014
how many 'pedophiles' are th— wait, why do you ask?
ethan edwardsEveryone wants to know how many pedophiles there are. Nobody really does. |
|
13 July 2014
the terminology mess
ethan edwardsThere are unfortunate consequences to thinking of sexual interest in underage teens as the same thing as interest in prepubescents. |
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