Ender was a moderator of the VirPed forum for some years, and also the founder of MAP Support Club. He has now retired from ‘maptivism’, having chosen to focus on family and the rest of a viable life.

Ender was a moderator of the VirPed forum for some years, and also the founder of MAP Support Club. He has now retired from ‘maptivism’, having chosen to focus on family and the rest of a viable life.

15 January 2018

a moment in the sun
ender

We're out there in the open, we're identifying openly as pedophiles, as people who are attracted to children through no choice of ours, and you know we're there to raise awareness and education.

21 June 2016

comfortably numb
ender

a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

8 October 2015

why i do this
ender

Those who will lose their children to suicide because of this will perhaps never know why their child took his or her life

We're out there in the open, we're identifying openly as pedophiles, as people who are attracted to children through no choice of ours, and you know we're there to raise awareness and education.

a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

Those who will lose their children to suicide because of this will perhaps never know why their child took his or her life

Too many people still refuse to acknowledge the difference between pedophile and child molester. They judge people for feelings they didn't choose.

21 May 2018

growing up a pedophile
ender

Pedophiles go through the same developmental processes as anyone else, and are aware of what they're attracted to by the same age your average heterosexual.

15 January 2018

a moment in the sun
ender

We're out there in the open, we're identifying openly as pedophiles, as people who are attracted to children through no choice of ours, and you know we're there to raise awareness and education.

21 June 2016

comfortably numb
ender

a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

9 October 2015

of monsters and mirrors
ender

Part of what inspired me, was this deep desire that before I died, I would make some mirrors so that kids like me might see themselves reflected back.

8 October 2015

why i do this
ender

Those who will lose their children to suicide because of this will perhaps never know why their child took his or her life

5 October 2015

the non-offending pedophile
ender

Too many people still refuse to acknowledge the difference between pedophile and child molester. They judge people for feelings they didn't choose.

Pedophiles go through the same developmental processes as anyone else, and are aware of what they're attracted to by the same age your average heterosexual.

We're out there in the open, we're identifying openly as pedophiles, as people who are attracted to children through no choice of ours, and you know we're there to raise awareness and education.

a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

Part of what inspired me, was this deep desire that before I died, I would make some mirrors so that kids like me might see themselves reflected back.

Those who will lose their children to suicide because of this will perhaps never know why their child took his or her life

Too many people still refuse to acknowledge the difference between pedophile and child molester. They judge people for feelings they didn't choose.

the p word is a collection of 320 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.

the p word is a collection of 320 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.