all entries: jul 2014 to feb 2025
18 February 2025a year of therapycarolus magnus
When I started, I wanted that magic pill. I wanted the lobotomy that would pull this malignant sector of my brain out.
14 January 2025a tale of two therapistssammy jenkis
I was desperate to talk about this with someone. Could I risk it a second time?
18 October 2021a short bright elucidationbly
A review of A Long Dark Shadow: Minor Attracted People and Their Pursuit of Dignity by Allyn Walker
9 September 2021reviews: safe from harm and let's talk: child sexual abusebly
A BBC radio drama and an online documentary from Channel 4 both open up the topic of non-offending pedophilia
1 September 2021sex-repulsed, but attracted to childrenpy
I sat with my mum. I asked if she loved me, no matter what. She said of course. I told her that what I was about to say could change that.
27 April 2021interview - the journey of leaving child pornographyleonard johnston
5 of 6: Anywhere that CP is discussed, no one talks about how they stopped viewing it. Now someone has.
11 February 2021how do you end up viewing cp, anyway?leonard johnston
4 of 6: I received a message from a man arrested for viewing CP. I asked him to tell me about it.
20 February 2019suicide prevention with evertevert
Evert and Candice discuss suicide prevention among MAPs and the differences between good treatment for MAPs and sex offender treatment.
11 December 2018thread: what help?bly
In response to the many accounts that simply tweeted, Get Help!
2 October 2018i am brett. i am a pedophile. here is my storybrett daywalker
To tell the whole story, I'd need to write a book. A very long and fucked-up book. We'll call this, the ultra, ultra abridged version.
12 February 2018they came from all over the world: allyn walkerglobal prevention project
I said: I want to study individuals who are attracted to minors who have never committed a sexual offence. And my professor looked at me and said: Yuck!
28 July 2014keep kids safer: get rid of mandated reporting!ethan edwards
Rare horrible news stories drive public perceptions and legislation.