therapy

all entries: jul 2014 to jul 2025


			8 July 2025 my therapy: opening the record win salisbury I’ve long wanted to see my case notes from my psychoanalytically-based therapy at the NHS Portman Clinic in London, England, in the early 1970s, yet till this year I had put off asking for them.

			24 June 2025 the rough country: finding mental health support iris We are human. Why is it so hard to find mental health professionals who can see that?

			18 February 2025 a year of therapy carolus magnus When I started, I wanted that magic pill. I wanted the lobotomy that would pull this malignant sector of my brain out.

			14 January 2025 a tale of two therapists sammy jenkis I was desperate to talk about this with someone. Could I risk it a second time?

			11 October 2023 please think of the children anonymous An Objective Look at Pedophilia and The Stigma Surrounding It

			18 October 2021 a short bright elucidation bly A review of A Long Dark Shadow: Minor Attracted People and Their Pursuit of Dignity by Allyn Walker

			9 September 2021 reviews: safe from harm and let's talk: child sexual abuse bly A BBC radio drama and an online documentary from Channel 4 both open up the topic of non-offending pedophilia

			1 September 2021 sex-repulsed, but attracted to children py I sat with my mum. I asked if she loved me, no matter what. She said of course. I told her that what I was about to say could change that.

			27 April 2021 interview - the journey of leaving child pornography leonard johnston 5 of 6: Anywhere that CP is discussed, no one talks about how they stopped viewing it. Now someone has.

			11 February 2021 how do you end up viewing cp, anyway? leonard johnston 4 of 6: I received a message from a man arrested for viewing CP. I asked him to tell me about it.

			20 February 2019 suicide prevention with evert evert Evert and Candice discuss suicide prevention among MAPs and the differences between good treatment for MAPs and sex offender treatment.

			11 December 2018 thread: what help? bly In response to the many accounts that simply tweeted, Get Help!

			2 October 2018 i am brett. i am a pedophile. here is my story brett daywalker To tell the whole story, I'd need to write a book. A very long and fucked-up book. We'll call this, the ultra, ultra abridged version.

			12 February 2018 they came from all over the world: allyn walker global prevention project I said: I want to study individuals who are attracted to minors who have never committed a sexual offence. And my professor looked at me and said: Yuck!

			28 July 2014 keep kids safer: get rid of mandated reporting! ethan edwards Rare horrible news stories drive public perceptions and legislation.

8 July 2025

my therapy: opening the record
win salisbury

I’ve long wanted to see my case notes from my psychoanalytically-based therapy at the NHS Portman Clinic in London, England, in the early 1970s, yet till this year I had put off asking for them.

24 June 2025

the rough country: finding mental health support
iris

We are human. Why is it so hard to find mental health professionals who can see that?

18 February 2025

a year of therapy
carolus magnus

When I started, I wanted that magic pill. I wanted the lobotomy that would pull this malignant sector of my brain out.

14 January 2025

a tale of two therapists
sammy jenkis

I was desperate to talk about this with someone. Could I risk it a second time?

11 October 2023

please think of the children
anonymous

An Objective Look at Pedophilia and The Stigma Surrounding It

18 October 2021

a short bright elucidation
bly

A review of A Long Dark Shadow: Minor Attracted People and Their Pursuit of Dignity by Allyn Walker

9 September 2021

reviews: safe from harm and let's talk: child sexual abuse
bly

A BBC radio drama and an online documentary from Channel 4 both open up the topic of non-offending pedophilia

1 September 2021

sex-repulsed, but attracted to children
py

I sat with my mum. I asked if she loved me, no matter what. She said of course. I told her that what I was about to say could change that.

27 April 2021

interview - the journey of leaving child pornography
leonard johnston

5 of 6: Anywhere that CP is discussed, no one talks about how they stopped viewing it. Now someone has.

11 February 2021

how do you end up viewing cp, anyway?
leonard johnston

4 of 6: I received a message from a man arrested for viewing CP. I asked him to tell me about it.

20 February 2019

suicide prevention with evert
evert

Evert and Candice discuss suicide prevention among MAPs and the differences between good treatment for MAPs and sex offender treatment.

11 December 2018

thread: what help?
bly

In response to the many accounts that simply tweeted, Get Help!

2 October 2018

i am brett. i am a pedophile. here is my story
brett daywalker

To tell the whole story, I'd need to write a book. A very long and fucked-up book. We'll call this, the ultra, ultra abridged version.

12 February 2018

they came from all over the world: allyn walker
global prevention project

I said: I want to study individuals who are attracted to minors who have never committed a sexual offence. And my professor looked at me and said: Yuck!

28 July 2014

keep kids safer: get rid of mandated reporting!
ethan edwards

Rare horrible news stories drive public perceptions and legislation.