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you may have heard i'm a pedophile. this is not an apology.
brandon goletzski An open letter to my family, friends and community in the event that I am doxxed, outed, or choose to out myself. At present none of those things have happened, but if that happens, I will attach my real name to this piece. |
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| |  | | 17 June 2025
when i chose pedophilia
anonymous When did you choose your sexual and/or romantic attraction pattern? What alternatives did you consider? Did you take advice on it before you decided? Were you pleased with what you chose or did you later exchange it? |
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| |  | | 3 June 2025
every day, forever
hula Being a MAP is a large and constant part of the equation. Not a day goes by when I don't think about the fact that I'm attracted to children. If I weren't so active in online MAP communities, my attraction to children would weigh on my mind a lot more. |
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| |  | | 1 April 2025
is pedophilia an orientation or a disorder?
bly The key question that public and experts are debating to understand the nature of attraction to children. |
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| |  | | 1 January 2025
pedophiles who don't excuse child sexual abuse
the p word What is this website? A place where you can hear a voice that is rarely allowed to speak. But people who love free speech do not love ours. |
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| |  | | 11 October 2023
please think of the children
anonymous An Objective Look at Pedophilia and The Stigma Surrounding It |
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| |  | | 24 January 2019
the perfect pedophile
ethan edwards What would a perfect pedophile look like when all humans are imperfect in many ways? |
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| |  | | 4 November 2018
you're a monster, piece of shit, danger to children, etc
brett daywalker The god's honest truth of the matter is, hearing those types of things makes me feel nothing. Absolutely nothing at all. |
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| |  | | 2 October 2018
and on that day, i knew what i was
brett daywalker The second that explanation finished leaving her mouth, I knew it. I knew that's what I was and what I was becoming. Now I had word for it. |
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| |  | | 2 October 2018
i am brett. i am a pedophile. here is my story
brett daywalker To tell the whole story, I'd need to write a book. A very long and fucked-up book. We'll call this, the ultra, ultra abridged version. |
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| |  | | 23 April 2018
she was, like, no
beth I've been through a lot of therapists, but the first one... I said "I'm attracted to children... are you still comfortable working with me?" And she just kind of stared at me and she was like "No." |
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| |  | | 26 March 2018
bold and brave
todd nickerson Right around the time that I outed myself, this group, Perverted Justice, showed up, and started a harassment campaign... I was one of the first they targeted. |
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| |  | | 26 February 2018
millennial map dillon
dillon His result was that I was at a 'moderate risk factor' to molest a child. And it really annoyed me, and I really felt judged. Like, is that all you see me as? As a risk factor? |
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| |  | | 1 January 2018
emma, a female pedophile
emma artless When I first joined and I did see that there were testimonials and stories from other women who had grown up with the same experience as me, I actually started crying. |
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| |  | | 1 January 2018
a strange and terrible unicorn
emma artless The musings of a non-offending, female pedophile |
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| |  | | 9 July 2017
virtuous pedophiles for dummies
ethan edwards There are bad guys and there are OK guys. |
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| |  | | 5 October 2015
the non-offending pedophile
ender Too many people still refuse to acknowledge the difference between pedophile and child molester. They judge people for feelings they didn't choose. |
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| |  | | 21 September 2015
i'm a pedophile, but not a monster
todd nickerson I'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen? |
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| |  | | 10 July 2014
celibate pedophiles are common
ethan edwards On the face of it, "all pedophiles are sex offenders" is a phenomenally arrogant assertion. |
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| |  | | 8 July 2014
pedophilia isn't chosen and can't be changed
ethan edwards Since kids aren't interested in sex and it's bad for them, why would a man even consider the possibility? |
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1 July 2025
you may have heard i'm a pedophile. this is not an apology.
brandon goletzskiAn open letter to my family, friends and community in the event that I am doxxed, outed, or choose to out myself. At present none of those things have happened, but if that happens, I will attach my real name to this piece. |
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17 June 2025
when i chose pedophilia
anonymousWhen did you choose your sexual and/or romantic attraction pattern? What alternatives did you consider? Did you take advice on it before you decided? Were you pleased with what you chose or did you later exchange it? |
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3 June 2025
every day, forever
hulaBeing a MAP is a large and constant part of the equation. Not a day goes by when I don't think about the fact that I'm attracted to children. If I weren't so active in online MAP communities, my attraction to children would weigh on my mind a lot more. |
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1 April 2025
is pedophilia an orientation or a disorder?
blyThe key question that public and experts are debating to understand the nature of attraction to children. |
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1 January 2025
pedophiles who don't excuse child sexual abuse
the p wordWhat is this website? A place where you can hear a voice that is rarely allowed to speak. But people who love free speech do not love ours. |
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11 October 2023
please think of the children
anonymousAn Objective Look at Pedophilia and The Stigma Surrounding It |
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24 January 2019
the perfect pedophile
ethan edwardsWhat would a perfect pedophile look like when all humans are imperfect in many ways? |
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4 November 2018
you're a monster, piece of shit, danger to children, etc
brett daywalkerThe god's honest truth of the matter is, hearing those types of things makes me feel nothing. Absolutely nothing at all. |
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2 October 2018
and on that day, i knew what i was
brett daywalkerThe second that explanation finished leaving her mouth, I knew it. I knew that's what I was and what I was becoming. Now I had word for it. |
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2 October 2018
i am brett. i am a pedophile. here is my story
brett daywalkerTo tell the whole story, I'd need to write a book. A very long and fucked-up book. We'll call this, the ultra, ultra abridged version. |
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23 April 2018
she was, like, no
bethI've been through a lot of therapists, but the first one... I said "I'm attracted to children... are you still comfortable working with me?" And she just kind of stared at me and she was like "No." |
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26 March 2018
bold and brave
todd nickersonRight around the time that I outed myself, this group, Perverted Justice, showed up, and started a harassment campaign... I was one of the first they targeted. |
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26 February 2018
millennial map dillon
dillonHis result was that I was at a 'moderate risk factor' to molest a child. And it really annoyed me, and I really felt judged. Like, is that all you see me as? As a risk factor? |
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1 January 2018
emma, a female pedophile
emma artlessWhen I first joined and I did see that there were testimonials and stories from other women who had grown up with the same experience as me, I actually started crying. |
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1 January 2018
a strange and terrible unicorn
emma artlessThe musings of a non-offending, female pedophile |
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9 July 2017
virtuous pedophiles for dummies
ethan edwardsThere are bad guys and there are OK guys. |
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5 October 2015
the non-offending pedophile
enderToo many people still refuse to acknowledge the difference between pedophile and child molester. They judge people for feelings they didn't choose. |
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21 September 2015
i'm a pedophile, but not a monster
todd nickersonI'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen? |
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10 July 2014
celibate pedophiles are common
ethan edwardsOn the face of it, "all pedophiles are sex offenders" is a phenomenally arrogant assertion. |
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8 July 2014
pedophilia isn't chosen and can't be changed
ethan edwardsSince kids aren't interested in sex and it's bad for them, why would a man even consider the possibility? |
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