experiences

oldest: sep 2015 to sep 2018


			7 September 2018 we just want a little air to breathe evert One of the things we often hear is about the normalization of pedophilia. Our agenda is absolutely not 'normalization of pedophilia', that's far away. We just want a little air to breathe.

			30 July 2018 i needed to be caught: interview with jay global prevention project I needed to be caught. It was the jolt I needed in my life to sort it out. It's cost me almost everything, but my life is in such a good, positive direction now.

			7 May 2018 your mind changes you jakob I was a very confused teenager, and I actually went from being straight in my own mind to being gay. And, you know, then being a pedophile...

			23 April 2018 she was, like, no beth I've been through a lot of therapists, but the first one... I said "I'm attracted to children... are you still comfortable working with me?" And she just kind of stared at me and she was like "No."

			9 April 2018 sex offender, anti-contact pedophile aydne I kinda worked myself into this mindframe where, well if I'm gonna be a monster anyway... and that kinda set the backdrop for what ended up happening.

			26 March 2018 bold and brave todd nickerson Right around the time that I outed myself, this group, Perverted Justice, showed up, and started a harassment campaign... I was one of the first they targeted.

			12 March 2018 a conservative pedophile bertus I prefer the term conservative pedophile. It is a term I picked up and resonated more with me than virtuous or anti-contact.

			26 February 2018 millennial map dillon dillon His result was that I was at a 'moderate risk factor' to molest a child. And it really annoyed me, and I really felt judged. Like, is that all you see me as? As a risk factor?

			29 January 2018 thousands of individuals bruce I had downplayed my sexuality my whole life, from my youth, I would control my thoughts and try not to objectify anybody...

			16 January 2018 the first time i didn't view child pornography bly Child sexual abuse material, known legally as child pornography, is a blight on children's lives. But what if you're the kind of person it's aimed at?

			1 January 2018 emma, a female pedophile emma artless When I first joined and I did see that there were testimonials and stories from other women who had grown up with the same experience as me, I actually started crying.

			1 January 2018 a strange and terrible unicorn emma artless The musings of a non-offending, female pedophile

			1 September 2016 jacob wetterling's killer danny heinrich, and 14 year old me brett daywalker I'll never forget when I first learned of the Wetterling abduction. I was 14 years old at the time and was sitting in the Atlanta airport.

			21 June 2016 comfortably numb ender a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

			30 September 2015 i'm a pedophile, you're the monsters: my week inside the vile right-wing hate machine todd nickerson My pedophilia essay outraged the right. My attempt to humanize a real problem brought out their nastiest rage

			21 September 2015 i'm a pedophile, but not a monster todd nickerson I'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen?

7 September 2018

we just want a little air to breathe
evert

One of the things we often hear is about the normalization of pedophilia. Our agenda is absolutely not 'normalization of pedophilia', that's far away. We just want a little air to breathe.

30 July 2018

i needed to be caught: interview with jay
global prevention project

I needed to be caught. It was the jolt I needed in my life to sort it out. It's cost me almost everything, but my life is in such a good, positive direction now.

7 May 2018

your mind changes you
jakob

I was a very confused teenager, and I actually went from being straight in my own mind to being gay. And, you know, then being a pedophile...

23 April 2018

she was, like, no
beth

I've been through a lot of therapists, but the first one... I said "I'm attracted to children... are you still comfortable working with me?" And she just kind of stared at me and she was like "No."

9 April 2018

sex offender, anti-contact pedophile
aydne

I kinda worked myself into this mindframe where, well if I'm gonna be a monster anyway... and that kinda set the backdrop for what ended up happening.

26 March 2018

bold and brave
todd nickerson

Right around the time that I outed myself, this group, Perverted Justice, showed up, and started a harassment campaign... I was one of the first they targeted.

12 March 2018

a conservative pedophile
bertus

I prefer the term conservative pedophile. It is a term I picked up and resonated more with me than virtuous or anti-contact.

26 February 2018

millennial map dillon
dillon

His result was that I was at a 'moderate risk factor' to molest a child. And it really annoyed me, and I really felt judged. Like, is that all you see me as? As a risk factor?

29 January 2018

thousands of individuals
bruce

I had downplayed my sexuality my whole life, from my youth, I would control my thoughts and try not to objectify anybody...

16 January 2018

the first time i didn't view child pornography
bly

Child sexual abuse material, known legally as child pornography, is a blight on children's lives. But what if you're the kind of person it's aimed at?

1 January 2018

emma, a female pedophile
emma artless

When I first joined and I did see that there were testimonials and stories from other women who had grown up with the same experience as me, I actually started crying.

1 January 2018

a strange and terrible unicorn
emma artless

The musings of a non-offending, female pedophile

1 September 2016

jacob wetterling's killer danny heinrich, and 14 year old me
brett daywalker

I'll never forget when I first learned of the Wetterling abduction. I was 14 years old at the time and was sitting in the Atlanta airport.

21 June 2016

comfortably numb
ender

a journey through realization, despair, lethargy, awakening and acceptance

30 September 2015

i'm a pedophile, you're the monsters: my week inside the vile right-wing hate machine
todd nickerson

My pedophilia essay outraged the right. My attempt to humanize a real problem brought out their nastiest rage

21 September 2015

i'm a pedophile, but not a monster
todd nickerson

I'm attracted to children but unwilling to act on it. Before judging me harshly, would you be willing to listen?