I have been writing and talking about the experience of being a pedophile since 2017. Once on twitter until my account was banned in 2020, I now look for ways to improve the lives of pedophiles, but never at the expense of harming children. I have never viewed child sexual abuse material, and never sought or engaged in sexual activity with any child. I am currently considering how many more years I should live.

I have been writing and talking about the experience of being a pedophile since 2017. Once on twitter until my account was banned in 2020, I now look for ways to improve the lives of pedophiles, but never at the expense of harming children. I have never viewed child sexual abuse material, and never sought or engaged in sexual activity with any child. I am currently considering how many more years I should live.

1 December 2019

we have to protect children, even the ones you hate
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A group of adolescents, many thousands strong, are struggling with self-hatred and fear, and most people don't think that's a problem.

5 March 2019

attraction is not action
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In my teenaged years, I had access to a therapist, but I just never brought it up and the sessions ended without it ever being mentioned.

7 September 2018

why pro-contact pedophile arguments are bullshit (by a pedophile)
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Don’t be suckered by those who say it’s OK to act on it or those that claim it’s inevitable you will.

A group of adolescents, many thousands strong, are struggling with self-hatred and fear, and most people don't think that's a problem.

In my teenaged years, I had access to a therapist, but I just never brought it up and the sessions ended without it ever being mentioned.

Don’t be suckered by those who say it’s OK to act on it or those that claim it’s inevitable you will.

Child sexual abuse material, known legally as child pornography, is a blight on children's lives. But what if you're the kind of person it's aimed at?

10 December 2024

pedophiles who don't excuse child sexual abuse
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What is this website? A place where you can hear a voice that is rarely allowed to speak.

18 October 2021

a short bright elucidation
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A review of A Long Dark Shadow: Minor Attracted People and Their Pursuit of Dignity by Allyn Walker

9 September 2021

reviews: safe from harm and let's talk: child sexual abuse
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A BBC radio drama and an online documentary from Channel 4 both open up the topic of non-offending pedophilia

23 April 2021

childlike self-concepts, pt. 1: an anecdotal introduction
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Academics have begun to study autopedophilia, with a focus on sexual arousal from the idea of being childlike. But there's a much broader phenomenon going on here, and I'm right in the middle of it.

6 April 2021

past the dark facts
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A review of Sheila van den Heuvel-Collins’ Past the Dark Field

12 February 2020

autopedophilia and ageplay 1
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I would say the group I consider myself part of, is people who are emotionally or sexually drawn to the idea of identifying with or identifying as if a minor.

12 February 2020

autopedophilia and ageplay 2
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It’s like they have a huge loyalty to this child alter ego, and that child inside has needs that really must be taken care of.

1 December 2019

we have to protect children, even the ones you hate
bly rede

A group of adolescents, many thousands strong, are struggling with self-hatred and fear, and most people don't think that's a problem.

5 March 2019

attraction is not action
bly rede

In my teenaged years, I had access to a therapist, but I just never brought it up and the sessions ended without it ever being mentioned.

7 September 2018

why pro-contact pedophile arguments are bullshit (by a pedophile)
bly rede

Don’t be suckered by those who say it’s OK to act on it or those that claim it’s inevitable you will.

3 September 2018

the first time i didn't view child pornography
bly rede

Child sexual abuse material, known legally as child pornography, is a blight on children's lives. But what if you're the kind of person it's aimed at?

What is this website? A place where you can hear a voice that is rarely allowed to speak.

A review of A Long Dark Shadow: Minor Attracted People and Their Pursuit of Dignity by Allyn Walker

A BBC radio drama and an online documentary from Channel 4 both open up the topic of non-offending pedophilia

Academics have begun to study autopedophilia, with a focus on sexual arousal from the idea of being childlike. But there's a much broader phenomenon going on here, and I'm right in the middle of it.

A review of Sheila van den Heuvel-Collins’ Past the Dark Field

I would say the group I consider myself part of, is people who are emotionally or sexually drawn to the idea of identifying with or identifying as if a minor.

It’s like they have a huge loyalty to this child alter ego, and that child inside has needs that really must be taken care of.

A group of adolescents, many thousands strong, are struggling with self-hatred and fear, and most people don't think that's a problem.

In my teenaged years, I had access to a therapist, but I just never brought it up and the sessions ended without it ever being mentioned.

Don’t be suckered by those who say it’s OK to act on it or those that claim it’s inevitable you will.

Child sexual abuse material, known legally as child pornography, is a blight on children's lives. But what if you're the kind of person it's aimed at?

thepword is a collection of 220 articles, blogs and podcasts in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children.

Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from mainstream social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated.

Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

All images are AI and do not depict real people

thepword is a collection of 220 articles, blogs and podcasts in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children.

Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from mainstream social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated.

Our side of the conversation continues here.

editor at the p word net

All images are AI and do not depict real people